Sunday, March 8, 2020

everything all at once is too much


iOS reminder: “Dentist” — “Remind Me Tomorrow”

Error message from printer: “Sorry, but you are failing Biochemistry”

trying to print graduation invitations
80% of people won’t come and look at my face, they’ll send money
and i’ll forget to write thank you letters
and feel bad intermittently it for 5-7 years
then do something else that i feel bad about intermittently for 5-7 years

iOS reminder: “Water Bill (Yesterday)” — “remind me tomorrow”

open my laptop to write this poem

iOS alert: “Low Battery - Your Mac will sleep soon unless plugged into a power outlet” — I leave the notification open to provide a sense of urgency in writing this poem, “everything all at once is too much”

inspired by a moment

waiting for iced coffee
music bliss pulses in heart  — 
everything fits together perfect sometimes — 

the birds are calling... 

3%

all felt warm and okay
then i thought about a hypothetical confrontation with a stranger

where did that come from 
ice creeping in from edges like window frost

ten tabs open in chrome
2,267 unread emails
a song comes on shuffle that i do not enjoy, i want to change it, but — 

2%

 

iOS reminder: “Discussion Post Due”
iOS reminder: “Discussion Reply Due”
iOS reminder: “Discussion Reply to Reply Due”
Remind me tomorrow 
GRADE: 0 (MISSING)

iOS reminder: “Water Plants” — “Complete”

304 completed reminders, including
email about withdrawal fees
YOU WORK ON FRIDAY
Rent
Water Bill
write about ucf debt
Cancel duolingo
Plane ticket
Genetics Quiz
Metablism Assignment
Register for Nationals — 

1%

— camoflauge crocs noise cancelling air pods mindfully noticing smells of shit and cleaning supplies plastic cups filling up the trash bag but not efficiently i want to fill the trash with cigarette ash pencil shavings as to maximize surface area like the comfort of pressing the front of our bodies together in a full frontal hug where two things almost become one thing, which is good, becuase anything more than one is just too much for me

can;t see the tears on ft resolution too low
reconnecting…